There is no rescue coming for you. I am not a hero. I am a solitary man, sitting in my own pain around the current gap, and I am working like hell (writing, meditating, exercising, coaching, praying) to heal my own troubled heart.
I hope that I am not the cold and distant father that I had. I hope that I have done a better job of staying close even under trying circumstances.
According to Facebook and Google Analytics my readership is somewhere between 91% women (facebook) and 75% women (GA) And this data presents me with some interesting questions as I am…
I can still have those lusty feelings, recognize them for what they are, appreciate the woman who triggered them, and the move on with my life as I am rebuilding it.
At the moment I am in a perfect relationship. I wake up , go to sleep, nap, walk, play tennis, write... all that, I do all those things without considering another soul. I am in love with myself.
You've gotta get out there to get over yourself. It's in the relating to a real woman in a real setting that things might become interesting.
Love is an action. Yes, it might also be a feeling, but ultimately your "love" is determined by your actions. Either you are continuously moving towards that special someone, or…
And for a long period I was mute. Waiting. Searching for the strength to write again and the courage to write about what was happening, that wasn't so positive.