coparenting issues | The Whole Parent

It's hard to understand where the anger comes from, so I don't try. Let's just say she's still mad at me, six years after the divorce. Hmm. Am I still doing things that hurt her? I don't think so. Is she remarried to a lovely and loving man? Yes, as far as I know. So how does it work that my requests for clarification come back as rants at my lack of parenting cooperation? How is it that a simple question becomes a war? This is no way to co-parent. The reason we cooperated in the divorce is to lessen the animosity between us. What then has gotten so corrosive in the six years since the divorce was finalized? Things have not turned out as she'd hoped Leaving me did not immediately make her a happier person There are still financial concerns, and some of them are between us The full-time job commitment is exhausting Kids require a lot of food, transportation, and money In this morass of what is called parenting, somehow, my ex-wife believes I am not cooperating as much as she would like. Sure, she asked for the custodial parent role, she asked to have the 70/30 split rather than 50/50 as I was requesting. So, there is some reason behind the imbalance. But is it okay for her to now be mad about it? I guess people will be mad. And it's certainly not my place to take her inventory. But it does impact me, her anger, all the time. I don't ask for much variance from the schedule, because I don't want to upset her, or really get involved in a conversation with her about anything. I avoid her as I'm dropping off the kids' bags after a dad-weekend. Again, less is more concerning our interactions. I guess the good news is she's getting her new husband to intervene and negotiate on her behalf. And I have to say he's less angry. Of course, he's parroting a lot of the same things she says. He's asking odd questions that she's asking him to ask. He doesn't come across as angry as much as confused. He would probably handle things differently. And as we began discussing how to get the AG out of our relationship, at first he was receptive. But then the message came back, her message, the AG is staying, it's for the best. Somehow she believes I'm going to try to skip out on my responsibility to my kids. In six years I have gotten behind in child support. But I was never unavailable to her or my kids, I was never uncooperative when she was asking for a variance from the schedule, I was never withholding money when I had it. But she felt she should use the state's attorney's to enforce the divorce decree. I guess that's her right. And, in her mind, a common practice when the divorce or child support is contested. But I didn't contest anything. I even let her have the 70/30 deal she wanted, even as it made me very sad to do so. I've relented on all my demands. And as she is now the custodial, primary parent, I am asked to behave a bit like a second-class citizen. Even calling the AG's office, they give you the old "custodial parent press one, non-custodial parent press two." Why should they split you before they have even spoken to you? Is it because they are mostly working FOR the custodial parent and AGAINST the non-custodial parent? Or so they can provide better service or shorter wait times for the custodial parent? Anyway, today I resolved to live my life, and to support my kid's lives, in spite of my ex-wife's anger and uncooperative actions. I've placed my demands and frustrations in the same box I placed them in when we were going through the divorce and I was being asked to accept things that I knew were not fair. But, divorce is not fair. Co-parenting is not fair. And while cooperation is much easier with two parents that are civil to one another, it can also be done when only one of the parents is committed to the positive side of the street. That's all it takes. One positive parent can make 100% of the difference. I'm not perfect, and occasionally I want to lash out when she does something that seems unreasonable. I don't. I never do. I have learned to put my anger and frustration into a different box, one I can use later to fuel my workout or writing session. She's still able to get under my skin, but it's up to me to put that energy to use for positive things. That's where I live, ever-moving towards the positive in all that I do. Always Love, John McElhenney @wholeparent Back to Positive Divorce & Co-Parenting related posts: Going Positive and Growing Stronger The Hero’s Journey of a Divorced Dad Focusing On the Other Person is a Trap Seven Strategies for Winning Divorce Love is the Goal, Discover Your Own Path The Big Three Marriage Issues and the Hope of Counseling image: girls in masks, creative commons usage +++

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